Found the uniform my friends signed on in sec school and it made me realise that i’ve forgotten myself.
Who have i become in the last year?
Where do my priorities lie?
Letting distance grow between friendships, letting myself slowly block everyone whom/who i care about out.
All this just because of the fear of losing them.
So i create that space in the case where if i ever lose them, it wouldn’t hurt.
Even with family, my flesh and blood.
And now, i see how truly alone i actually am.
